Yeah so I have only busked once this week and not even on any of my ‘rota days off’ from work (I had 3 this week, normally it’s 4) so I suppose that’s bad-ish but on Wednesday I did exercise, cleaning, and then wrote/recorded a pretty kickass new song, went round to N’s and on Thursday I basically spent the day with N and it was lovely to just hang out and cook nice things and stuff and then today hung out with my family a bit. Was very nice if not very productive.
I think the nice yet slightly dangerous thing about working part-time is that I can pay the bills totally fine and live off of what I earn simply from part time work. It’s so much better than working full-time and having that bit of excess money. It’s just money. I’d much rather be doing things I love.
I also got a swimming costume today which is cuuute and makes me look like a mermaid a bit and is from PRIMARK which is super weird and unexpected, it’s a bit fabulous although I must admit it’s extremely difficult to get up around my legs coz it’s one of those control swimsuit things that supposedly hold you in so obviously hoisting it up around my roundest part is an issue. Not a problem once it’s on mind you so hopefully will just get easier with time.
Had a chat with N on Wednesday night and he said some things that were on his mind about various things last month and it was fair enough and the more I think about it the more I realise neither of us behaved particularly fabulously at points. I put the living situation thing to him and he was totally fine about the whole extending contract thing and agreed it was better and had been looking at other options but now has to decide himself where he’s gonna live. I really hope he decides to move in here but it’s not going to break us if he doesn’t. It was really refreshing to just have a really nice chilled out day yesterday. Plus the fact that when we were having the serious conversation on Wednesday we were eating Ben and Jerry’s at the same time. That is the perfect way to discuss relationship issues.
Anyway, I’m eating seeds now. So life is good.